Engaged!!!!!! (May 28, 2011)

Dalin asked me! We were in Provo Canyon and he did exactly what I had wanted; kept it sweet and private. I have known that we are getting married for a while now...but it was surreal when he got down on one knee and asked me. (It made me so happy that he did that by the way! I had almost forgotten that was a tradition.) As he was making his little speech before proposing, I thought, "Wow, this is it. This is real! This is the one time this will happen to me." It went by really fast in my mind.

After climbing down from our position, we called and told our moms right away, then walked back to the main park to grab our lunches and eat overlooking the waterfall that was nearby. I felt so happy! Honestly, it didn't feel all that different between us since I had known we were getting married, but it did feel nice for it to be official. And when I say nice I mean spectacular. This was especially because I did not know what to call Dalin beforehand! I hate saying "boyfriend"-- it sounds far too temporary. But now I can say fiance and not feel silly! 

It was really a wonderful day overall. We saw three snakes and Dalin carved an arrowhead (the real way ;) which I am holding on to for display in our future home. We had a good conversation and I truly enjoyed our long walk. Dalin did just what I had requested. He is very sincere. I am so very lucky that he is mine!!!

We climbed to this spot, then he asked me to marry him :)

This is only my temporary ring, but I love it so much!

This is me...officially engaged to Dalin Brent Gunnell !!!

Waiting, waiting, waiting

Much patience is required when the love of your life (life, meaning existence in this instance) asks your father if he could marry you. You know what that means...... (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I think that I have learned to be considerably more patient in the last few months...I do. Because I have not seen Dalin nearly as much as I would like to, for one. And that has been freaking hard enough. Sigh, but I am learning to cope, and I know this must be good for me. Heavenly Father knows what I need to go through, and I am using this time to improve myself before I take the next step. So maybe it is necessary. 

Absence makes the heart grow fonder ~Shakespeare 

(oh, I'm sure, Shakespeare...such a stupid excuse for an idiom)

Dalin and I have grown incredibly close because of the distance in my opinion. I certainly prefer being with him, but since we are in contact daily through multiple electronic devices, the separation is slightly more tolerable. And besides...eternity will hopefully make up for lost time ;)

Let's get married.

OH! And by the way, this is top secret until it's official. So naturally everyone in New Hampshire knows

College

We love each other haha

Okay, well I am basically the worst in the universe at keeping a blog. I'm also slacking with my journal writing. I probably should get myself back on track...particularly because I am very likely getting married this August to the most wonderful man I have ever met. His name is Dalin Gunnell and he is better than anyone I could have ever imagined for myself. 

Not only is he an amazing person and example to me, but he is tannnn guapo. He is steadfast in the gospel, loving, and thoughtful, among many other things, and it is these characteristics that attract me to him the most. I want to be with him every day of eternity and I believe he wants the same. The only conflict in our way is that we are both out here in the west (although technically there is another conflict since he goes to BYU Provo), and my family (whom he has yet to meet) are out in New Hampshire. Not the end of the world, but still a small setback. If it were convenient, we might have decided to get married a little later, say November (which we had originally discussed), but now it seems that it would be too inconvenient to make such a large move and change during the middle of the semester. 

Regardless, we have both been very prayerful and we know that the Lord will watch over us. It is difficult to imagine what is in store for us, but I have never felt more sure about anything. As The Beatles would say, "We can work it out." 
haha.